SUMMARY OF MAYA, AFTER LEAVING HIGHSCHOOL
Maya broke it off with craig, after an incident involving a van, intoxication and a guy named Jaden..... Its not really that bad, she just kissed him, but in doing so turned to an emotional wreck and left craig.....
Maya and Craigs relationship had not been going well for some time, something which i suspected, but on enquiry was given the answer " we are sweet"..... From day 1 myself and Charlie did not like the guy, we found him to be rude and overbearing..... But out of love for Maya kept our opposing opinions to ourselves, only discussing it between eachother, for the rude arrogant prick was making our girl the happiest we had seen in a long while..... I know Aria disliked Craig, and im sure she could tell u a whole lot more, But unfortunately shes not writing this i am....But i know her biggest concern was the fact he shut her down all the time, infront of us, his way of saying l" look at me, im the man, and i wear the pants" well thats the way i took from it anyway..... And Maya being young, gullible and in love, defended her man to Aria, Although im not entirely sure, i think it put some sort of distance between the 2 of them for a while..... The girls who shared everything, were in disagreement over Mayas new found romance...... But over the next couple of years they were together we all tolerated him and accepted the fact he was Mayas man....
Maya however was getting tired and worn with the relationship, and just a little bit sick of the put downs and possesivness...... And after the van incident Maya knew the time had come, although she still loved craig with at least 9/10's of her heart she new the time had come, she had to break it off with him, a decision that sent the boy to hell and back...... Craig was on the brink of depression, and contimplating suicide all the while letting Maya know the hurt and trauma he was going thru...... Craig is alot better nowadays, and Maya even considered getting back with him, after his many pleas of how much he had changed...... They started seeing eachother in small doses again, but just when the things were looking good, the old craig would come back, showing her that the new craig really was the old craig dressed up and in disguise.... Not yet known to Craig they are over, and future Relationships would be a challenge for my girl, as craig had to be handled with care, due to his not quite right state of mind......
So back to the van incident with Jaden, did i mention hes practically married.... lol i told u it gets juicy, anyhow this is where Mayas morals started to fade... Life as she knew it no longer existed and she found herself in the arms of somebody elses man.... Many of u will have the words " ho, slapper," or other words of indecent reference running thru your heads, i would too, but given shes my girl and i love her to bits, i can never put her in that same catergory..... Now being her friend, for a long time i offered her a listening ear, and gave her comfort and support, as she cried with bubbling emotions, bearing her heart and soul knowing in her head what was best for all concerned, but yet going back for more...
After a while though i had had enough of it,.... ( i had been cheated on one too many times, did i mention reeve and Charlize) I listened to her stories with a sympathetic ear for way tooo long, and enough was enough..... "MAYA YOUR FUCKING SOMEONE ELSES MAN" he probably goes home and bangs her right after u, like u always said "you are his booty call"..... He wants his bit on the side,and u willingly give it... Then he goes home to the warmth and security of his woman..... I know it sounds harsh and yeah it was, but its something i needed to say, and that i think she needed to hear, i know she wasnt ready to hear it, but it was too late, i already said it...... And in true Maya style she heard it, comprehended it, and fully accepted my opionion on the whole matter....
For some strange reason and still to this day she can stand there and to a certain extent justify her actions, thinking that he fucked up, not her.... She dismissed her man (which is gutsy, and i think takes balls to do,credit given where credit is due) therefore its not her bad... now i cant say i have been thru what she has, but i must know... is there anyone else in this world who can justify infidality?????
Anyway, this whole senario played its course for 8 months, Maya had her up days, but more frequently her down ones, finding herself crying during the day and drinking to console herself at night, an unhealthy mixture which left all other areas of life to suffer.... Stress, Sleep deprivation, partying and overexhaustion left Maya physically and mentally unwell...... She lost alot of weight, and for a split second her spirit.... Her focus and detemination left her and she lived and breathed her affair with Jayden, 2 the point of convincing herself, he was the man for her and that they had some sort of future.... So back to partying... Maya started going out Wed, Thurs, Fri, and Sat..... drinking to find happiness, sad but true (i know i used to do it too) and meeting different men along the way..... Creating new friendships, whilst continuing her affair with Jaden....
- more to come
PS: i will include a letter written by Maya which accurately discribes her frame of mind....
-KIM